#If I do it will probably be one drawing for 7 days and one for 6 days since those don't have a moment like 5 days in which 2 scenes paralel
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
-> -> Thanks for the 4K all! <- <-
#!!!!!#wild#id do a dtiys but alas so many people are already doing them and I wouldnt want to add to the clutter of them all#+ I have no clue what to even have everyone draw!#I think the collab comic was enough of a 4k event :)#but if some other event thing outside a dtiys comes to mind ill be sure to post about it#anyways apologies for no update in a bit#motivation decided to plummet out of nowhere whoops#probably because the next update requires really weird angles im not sure how to draw aha#give me some slack here I cannot believe ive been drawing this comic for over 7 months straight!#Man. I feel like the 2al bday is going to sneak up on me one of these days.#anyways thanks for the 4k again <3 <3 <3
430 notes
·
View notes
Text
#is this anything#dark souls#dragonslayer ornstein#executioner smough#hello. life update in following tags#i finished all my finals#the doing of which would explain my little absence#now im finally free which means im probably gonna start posting more?#the thing is though . ive been drawing a lot these past weeks..... but i cant really progress anything into colouring stage#idk what it is ive got like 7 wips in sketch/line stage i think look awesome and i really want to complete them but im having trouble to#oh well. this seems like a problem that one of these days will resolve itself... but yeah thats where im at . just taking it easy for now
359 notes
·
View notes
Note
Any number? 23 and saïx :)
couldn't count all the ways that i've died for you
[ID: a digital drawing of saix from kingdom hearts. He is shown from the hip up, his body in 3/4's and his face in profile. He is shadowed in warm tones. He has a neutral expression, and he's standing straight.
The background is transparent except for a circle that lays from the middle of his shoulders and upwards, with three sections that have a slightly bigger circumference where one to three, seven to eight, and eight to nine would be on a clock. All scenes are blue tones with a noise overlay. these three are all from saix's perspective.
In the first, there is a cloaked figure shown from the waist down, the tip end of young xehanort's keyblade leans forward and some of it goes out of bound, tiled floor as a background. The second one is saix's hand reaching for kingdom hearts. The third is his hand reaching towards Lea, who lies on the floor of radiant garden's lab.
The rest of the circumference is a labyrinth wall in keyblade's graveyard, with a harsh diagonal line of light on the upper half. Most of the circumference is lined black, except from nine to one o'clock, lined white. /End ID.]
#here ya go! :]#typhra#hi dear!!! you're probably gonna see this a little later than when i'm posting but mwah mwah#i didn't know what to do at first!! the og idea was using 'you color me in from my skin to my bones' with berserker saix#then 'are you lost? Take my hand' (see: subject x) but couldnt figure it out and then this idea came to me and i went on a frenzy (jesting)#i'm also not great @mouths/teeth but i will eventually work on figuring teeth out. I'd love to do a more elaborate berserker saix one day#anyway this was so much fun ty for the ask :]#there's a lot of trivia for this one#i told typhra right away but when the ask came in i was currently listening to no.23 of the list#this song was a runner up for the lyric i would slap over that is/alea kissy pic i drew months ago#which is funny to me#There was another piece of trivia but i'm drawing a blank hold up#saix kh#nano does reqs#my doods#oH YEAH#when i originally said 'this is done!' The time stamp (....i work slow) was 8:07 and after i noticed some details#it became 8:09 which i think is hilarious since#8/7 as his new/old org number and 8/9 as eight and death number?? okay damn#hilarious universe tysm#23
77 notes
·
View notes
Text
heyo! i have been. Incredibly busy with art fight last month and i figured id post some of the attacks I was most proud of here.
here is 3 for @blaiddraws!
some for @fourphoenixfeathers!
some for @ingo-ingoing-ingone!
me and @drag0n0fbutt3r traded a lot of attacks this year! here's two of mine!
and some ones i had a lot of fun with- in order, Pitdoom_ for the first two, @narikine, awoomode and @the-pocky-stix!
#ray's art#ray rambles#i had a lot of fun this year!#i did a total of 100 attacks last month#so im. absolutely exhausted lol#with being kinda burnt out and sick and also Other goings on irl#im probably not going to be working on much for a little#dw im sure ill be bored out of my mind soon enough hfujoehfgb#oh yes- i also got so many attacks and revenges this year#it made me so happy to see! i think me and dragon got to like. a chain of 23#and pitdoom and i got to around 7#i think ive improved a lot!#which makes sense seeing as sometimes id do upwards of 8 drawings in one day#i think my record was 12.#for the record: not all of my drawings this year were this quality#this is just the 15 out of 100 i liked the most#there's some others i kinda want to share... maybe later#OH SHOOT#tw blood#i nearly forgot T-T
16 notes
·
View notes
Text
when i was in highschool one o my biggest coping mechanisms was drawing all the kids i hated getting killed and eaten and killed. and well. time is a slowly ascending spiral. you will find patterns.(i work as a blackjack dealer. gamblers are FASCINATING
#cw blood#luckys original content#ITS SMALL BUT ITS ART SO IT GOES ON THE ART BLOG#also wwaooooww its meee its my lil persona!!! i dont draw myself enough....#anyway i have bigger things in the works. im slowly but surely chipping away at a pd thumbnail for that pd thumbnail project#FINALLY COLORING. BUT COLORING IS SO HARD AND I HAVNT BEEN IN THE COLORING MOOD#SO IVE JUST BEEN MAKING RLY DUMB COMICS INSTEAD... OOPS..#idk if anything finished n polished will be posted here anytime soon. BUT i post wips of everything on my twitter#and i post jrwi exclusive wips on my slucky blog. you may look at those if u have Truck Art Wishdrawls. as many do. as many do#THIS BLACKJACK JOB IS RLY AWESOME BTW DONT GET ME WRONG#i work three 12-hour days ina row. i gotta take an hourlong bus up to the depths o the mountains and then#i get to stay in this delightful lil hotel that was built in an ooold hospital. its a whole casino town. and an OLD one at that#ITS GORGEOUS HERE. last week my bus home was delayed for 2 hours#so i finally got the chance to head to other casinos and try drinkin n gambling. lost ten bucks to a pretty girl. NOT the first time#i rlly wanna try it again!!! i love interracting w ppl and i love being inebriated in public bc im just so sweet and pleasant and friendly#and pretty girls LLOOOOVEE MEEEEE i think i just need to go to gay bars more#but theres fucking NONE HERE. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im collectin comrade queers up here tho#we wanna make a Group but we just gotta come up witha name first. i need something weird and strange#yknow i remember being in highschool. and being miserable n unmedicated. my mommas ultimatum was that;#if i dont drop out of highschool; i dont need to move out. she probably wouldntve kicked me out anyway bc my mommas sweet like that but#she REALLY wanted me to graduate. and i remember dreading that i might never do that#i remember feeling like the Resident Idiot. sweet but so so fucking dumb. it took me 7 years of strife n stress before i finally graduated#i remember worrying back then that i might not ever be able to handle myself out there. that i'd be too dependant on others#AND HERE I AM. DID U KNOW I WAS LOOKIN AT HOUSES A WHILE AGO? IM AN ADULT AND IM WWINNINNNGGGGGGG#IM RUNNING OUTA ROOM BUT HERES MY ADVICE TO YOU. BC I KNOW UR FUCKING SCARED TOO. THE ONE THING THAT SAVED ME.#THAT KEPT ME FROM SINKING INTO DESPAIR IS REMEMBERING ONE THING: ITS LITERALLY JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#MOST PPL YOU CAN JUST WALK UP TO N ASK A QUESTION N THEYLL ANSWER. THEYRE ALL NPCS THEYRE NOT REAL#LIKE IF U WALK INTO A BANK AND ASK HOW A DEBIT CARD WORKS THEY WILL HELP YOU#AND IF YOU THINK THEY HAVE ULTERIOR MOTIVES RELATING TO MONEY. YOU CAN ASK THE CUSTOMERS TOO. ITS JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#ANYWAY STAY SAFE KIDS HAVE FUNNNNN. IM GOING TO GO DO DRUGS NOW. HOPE U CAN DO DRUGS SOON TOO. I LOVE YOU
14 notes
·
View notes
Text
and if i say hehe
#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza series#yakuza 7#yakuza like a dragon#arasawa#masumi arakawa#jo sawashiro#snap sketches#this the sauciest we're getting i QUIT#the one rare occurrence where im having jo be smooth for once. he aint even smooth he screamin on the inside trust me#this is a shitpost in my heart but i also had to sleep before finishing it.#i said id have this done at 4AM and it is 8:36AM WHAT HAPPENED#im getting slower..... this had no reason to take up so much time that i had to force myself awaY BYE#WHATEVER. i dont have anything else to say. probably.#im gonna do a comm after i take a lil break cause I Expected To Have This Done Last Night/This Ass-Crack-Of-Dawn Morning#then when i finish THAT i'll probably take a break from drawing for the day#This the thing i was struggling to draw the other day. btw. for some reason ???????? brain was broken plain and simple#ok bye bye it's my break time if parts of this look wonky or w/e i do not care we're MOVING ON
76 notes
·
View notes
Photo
Red Eyes and Evil Time, practically the same thing right (Patreon)
#Doodles#Villainsona#Just Desserts#Sona double feature!#Red Eyes and Evil Time /are/ different for the record lol#There's overlap and they're both eye details but they're different#Mmm Red Eyes feels so niiiice <3 And I've been pacing myself so it's Just Red Eyes!#No red shines :) Which can happen even on Red Eyes#In fact it's probably more common - the red shines on Blue Eyes was something of an oddity#No one knows the lore except me I'll explain someday lol#For now it's just fun to be in Red Eyes! :D And the occasional Evil Time as well lol - all the overlaps!#I somehow accidentally made a like?? Cotton Candied Popcorn themed outfit for Eli for the first one lol that wasn't my intention#I mean it's cute I'm not about to fight it lol I'd love for my sonas to have other clothes inspired by each other haha#Eli's eyes are still quite fun to draw as well haha those bright pops of colour - Red Purple or Blue they're all so stark and shaped#Back to their classic feminine outfit good for them uwu#Silly lad#They're also still a scientist first and foremost - it's all chemicals there's gotta be a way to recreate it externally!#Local vampire scientist creates mood stabilizers more at 7 lol#I'm quite pleased with the three-red two-purple one-blue gradient as well hehe - the decay! :D I like it as a visual#Charm tiiime <3 <3 Happy Charm time in Evil Time! Usually better than bad mood Evil Time lol - at least for those around her#Still chaotic to be in it haha - but happy chaos is happy! Lol#Again more fun with eyes the light bounce in the one where she's holding the melt is so cute and looks so nice on my paper too <3#I had a silly comic idea for her for the next time I get into Red Eyes as well - if I remember lol#Big Love is hearts! It just makes sense#Also I am Really proud of the cleaning job I did on that last one lol - from original to this? Night and day ngl#Guess that goes to show how little cleaning I do on-page lol#For some I do! Others...#Still thinking up outfits - you can probably just make out ''Hero Charm'' in her hair lol trying to think around different themes#Something that could become something else! Add or subtract an element and it changes the ''meaning'' of the outfit#Kinda like her initial caped design that Kaiein rejected hmmm
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
I don't have a name.
I used to have one, and a lot of people would like to know what it is.
Some call me Trilby, and as a name it suffices.
I've been called many things.
A burglar, a hoodlum, a criminal...
I prefer to think of myself as a gentleman thief.
And tonight, I've something potentially very rewarding in store.
My fence phones me in the middle of the night and asks if I know about DeFoe manor.
Apparently the last of the DeFoe line has died without heirs, leaving all the family values up for grabs.
The lawyers have got the place locked up tight, of course, but that's never stopped me before.
And the place is, of course, deserted...
Yes, this should be a painless and rewarding evening's entertainment.
- 5 Days a stranger Intro.
20 years ago on this same day 5 Days a Stranger was released, the first in the four game series that is Chzo Mythos, the series that got me into horror games and one of my favorite videogame series in general, I discovered this game way back in 2014 thanks to Patron L's let's play, and like to come back to replay it as well as it's sequels every few years.
They are really great, completely free, and coud run on a toaster, I'll leave a link to the post I did a few years back recomending the games for anybody interested as I also link them there.
The original idea was to mix both images into one, but I didn't like how the cut looked and also it kinda makes it look like the fire part happened first due to being on the left, which isn't the case.
Drawings from the Gif & the original screenshots for comparation under the cut.
The first image is of course the Iconic tittle screen, changed the mountains in the back, added more shadows to the mannor and less to Trilby, widened the space since I think it looks better, and changed the doors to the ones you actually see in game.
The second image is of course of the ending cutscene as it pararels the tittle screen, added a bunch of police cars as well as Jim, Niccole & the Policeman from the close up cutscene, completley reworked how the fire, the windows and the door look & added a little John DeFoe easter egg. Honestly this is my favorite of the two, I think the fire came out really great, even if the glow looks kinda bad.
#Art#Digital Art#5 days a stranger#5 days#5Das#chzo mythos#trilby#adventure games#point & click#Point & click games#adventure game studio#AGS#Gaming#pc gaming#pc game#pc games#retro#retro gaming#free game#free games#indie#indie games#GIF#horror games#horror media#ben Tahtzee#The guy from zero puntuation made this games#I don't know if I will do something for the rest of the games anniversaries#If I do it will probably be one drawing for 7 days and one for 6 days since those don't have a moment like 5 days in which 2 scenes paralel#trilby's notes woud be 2 drawings though
37 notes
·
View notes
Text
er something something thinking about when ppkm started changing their hairstyles and then another adult ppkm almost kissing they keep doing this on my canvas guys get them out of here!! I'm trying to work!
#roi draws#butterfly soup#ppkm#throws these at you and pretends to not be so busy that I have to constantly be taking heart rate lowering medication 24/7#sweats sweats sweats sorry can I for a moment. I need to do a LARGE amount of math I need to pay my taxes before sunday ?? I need to pack#150 more puppy orders I need to edit 101 photos and take and edit an additional 248 i have to do my LAUNDRY i need to clean#I need to draw ppkm at least once a day or I'll die. I have a fanfiction i am supposed to be updating sorry guys u didn't come here for my#to do list you came here for my ppkm thoughts! okay ppkm thoughts#PERSONALLY i think that they probably change their hairstyles before they leave high school . halfway through senior year?#but honestly I don't . maybe not ponytail noelle till college (that was my ponytail era before i chopped it so so short . ) um and.#something very intimate about hair. brushing hair touching hair. hair compliments. Idk. I just think it's neat I think they are in gay love#NOVEL TAGS!!#about me#ig since i rambled for so long. this is embarrassing.#OH WAIT one more thing. miniature cameo of the senior year outfits balls on my face designed <3
132 notes
·
View notes
Text
Realized it’s been over a year since I last drew him and couldn’t stand by that
#keese draws#oc art#oc#ocs#seth my beloved <3#fun fact! he’s very likely my oldest currently used oc#I’m pretty sure I made the rest of the magic cat world for him and if that’s true then he’s at least older than the magic cat world#and he’s also older than eternal gales so that’s another batch of main ocs that he is older than#the only real competition is lace since she’s also super old but alas I have no way of knowing how old she is#she could easily be older than seth but even if she is she’s only been like a real oc for the past few months lol#she was originally just another one off story concept I was obsessed with for like a month and then kinda dropped#I say kinda because she’s probably the only story from that era that managed to resurface every now and then#like it is legitimately quite impressive that she’s from that era and yet managed to be named and remembered for years to come#like I need to make clear I did not name characters very often back then and when I did I usually forgot their names within the day#my memory Sucked back then even more so than it does now#the fact that I can remember as much as I do abt lace in her original form is baffling to me#but still she did go into slumber for like 4-7 years so she doesn’t have the history that seth has to me#the biggest thing I mourn is that I don’t have the original art of seth anymore and haven’t for years#I originally got him from a scratch dta and the host project has been deleted#chances are the original designer doesn’t have the original drawing anymore either 😔#I probably had it downloaded on my school laptop at the time but I obviously can’t access that anymore#idk maybe I imported it onto one of the other projects I drew seth in#I should go look later just to make sure even tho I’m pretty sure they won’t be there
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
i genuinely need to be put down like a dog i cant do this anymore man holy shit
#yall dont know the meaning of terminally online til u meet me#i hate myself so much its not even funny i am the most miserable worthless scum#my sleep schedule is 7am to 3pm all i do all day is rot on the couch and sometimes draw if i have a drop of motivation#depression is completely kicking my ass and im not even fighting back i give up what the fuck man#theres not even a point for me to keep trying i just want to stop feeling such deep despair 24/7 please#i dont want to die i just want the pain to stop so i can peacefullylive out the rest of this year before i turn 18 and its all over for good#but i cant even have that! im just gonna suffer the whole time thanks great#i wish i could just get better and fix all of this but i cant its not working we dont have the money to#actually get me the help i need to make it work. i just have to figure it out or die#i just wanna go back to ***** ** *** i just want to stop being lonely and useless#i dont know why im posting this shit to tumblr. its so stupid i should just be journaling or something#probably because im worthless selfish scum. idfk.#the last 6 months have been a complete blur. just rotting on the couch or in bed occasionally seeing friends once every other month or so#ive already wasted half of being 17 abd im probably gonna waste the rest too. ill do nothing of worth before i die.#even my art is ugly and horrible and not worth leaving behind. people tell me to work to improve it but i dont have the time left#ill never create any of the things i wanted to create ill never be a good artist im just going to die exactly like this#an absolutely terrible person.#the only people i can talk about the things that make me a terrible person with are people who are terrible in even worse ways#no one can comfort me except them because theyre the only people who know what ive done and actually do see it as less than absolute evil#because they know absolute evil because it is them. but i actually don’t believe that i think theyre bad but could be good#idk what im saying anymore#someone shoot me#please im not kidding#just make it stop#tw vent#tw sui#delete later
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
Hm.
#vent#tw vent#vent in the tags#screaming in the void#okay so.#I know I don't post regularly#and maybe it's because I switch fandoms a lot but#I just wish my art would be reblogged more#and I know that it's silly and I'm probably being annoying by saying this#but it just feels really discouraging for me to post something and get a maximum of 7 notes - if I'm lucky - most if not all of which#are likes. and don't get me wrong!! I really appreciate the likes! it's good and I'm glad you like my art!!#but this site lives off of reblogs - sharing things that you like onto your own blog so that others who could potentially also like this#can find it and share it perhaps onto their blogs#if there are only likes then nobody else gets to see it and it eventually fades into the background and get lost.#I tried reblogging my own art from a while ago cuz I thought maybe that would help but. it didn't change anything. it's still all likes#if any engagement happens at all. it's frustrating because it makes me feel like what I post isn't worth being shared.#like it's not good enough. which I know! realistically is not the case but! that doesn't stop me from feeling like it#I don't know what I'm trying to say with this. I'm not trying to force anyone or guilt trip them into reblogging#of course not. no one is obligated to do anything I just. wish more people reblogged my art because yea. I *draw* for myself#but I do *post* it with the intention of it being seen and appreciated by others#that it might bring them as much joy seeing it as it did me creating it#I'm just tired#if you've read this far thank you. I really appreciate you. I love you and I hope you have a really good day <3
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
ggghhg i hate vehiclessssssss ghghghhghhhhh [dies dies dies forever]
#just me hi#i'm going to get right back to it but i need to complain or i'll turn into a stale loaf of Bread lmao :3👍#so here it is. why's it gotta be so hard hhghfh#okay buildings suck i hate buildings. but also they don't make me want to immediately explode at the merest hint of actually drawing them#vehicles?? Vehicles ???? i am going to just. what if i just put everyone in magical cardboard boxes and did that huh. what is the point !!#i have to draw motorcyclessss and carssssss and i'm okay with bikes to a degree actually <3 and horsessssssss and truckssssssssssss#god forbid you pick an older model with like 20 articles on it cuz most of them are going to only have a side profile and 3/4s view of that#dang thing. which yea sounds manageable 'why is this a problem keeps' i cannot properly see the FRONT#i have to guess?? i have to Guess ???? my dearest wish i think i'm just going to live in the sewers. with the sewer creatures#GGHHHHHHHHHHHH#i am going to practice drawing this stupid thing that i'm going to use for like 7 panels MAX and then i'm going to commit a FOUL crime. lik#rearranging someone's usual playlist without them knowing so they're confused every time they listen to it afterwards#//okay enough of that. we're good hbfhsfh :3#i have done other things today ! i've actually made a rough timeline for pi.e so thaaaat's cool :D#that and found a cool artist to follow on pillowfort. i. forgor their user but they have cool art .w.#/also i'm past the halfway mark on this first chapter which is !!!#i don't want to jinx myself cuz i know i'm really good at that hfhsv - but i think i'll start storyboarding the next part if i can get a#couple more pages done :D#//also the cowboy au grows stronger everyday hhhgfshvbh#i kind of knew some sort of au was inevitable but i did not think it would be an old west one loll :3#still trying to figure out the logistics#i wanna find some good historical fiction from those eras (1860s-70s) but i do not have the brain space for it rn fbhs - so this will do :>#it won't have any of the magic or gods i think bc of that but i'm having fun regardless :D#it Does have some occult though. because i was playing the story for my brother and i Do enjoy scaring him hhbvhfhsfvh#there are devils on the ranch!! or are they devils?? he hasn't gotten that far yet lol :>#//i also may have some sort of weird lean towards the spooky because Somehow each of my stories end up containing some sort of thriller#element?? lmao rip my siblings#but it never happens on purpose. again; rip my siblings hfhhvsh#//oo running out of tag space lol <//3#i shall return. probably with more wip stuff cuz i started like 4 canvases in 2 days hhghghdvs - toodles !!
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
For my next bday I asked my sister (like 3 months ago) for a replica of the cake they got me for my bday 20 years ago
#i was very little and obviously do not remember it but it's one of my fav ones when i look at the pics#will be posting it if it happens there's still 7 ½ months left lol#personal#it was one of those custom supermarket cakes but rather than a stock design it was actually custom#bc my aunt worked there for like a decade and always got us cakes w a lot of drawings or something like that#it was purple & Halloween themed it had a weeping willow a jack o lantern i thimk a bat? my name and a rainbow candle! will probably look#for the candles myself lol dont wanna send her in a hunt bc she'll do it the day of and wont find it#mine
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
iskra looooooooooOOOOVES a good holosuite adventure romp. her favorite is Golden Age of Piracy shenanigans where she gets to be a bloodthirsty pirate captain
she doesn't like to invite other people because nobody else commits to the bit like she does and it makes one feel stupid when your partner isn't wholeheartedly playing their role.
eventually she does invite rura, who turns up as an English naval captain Fighting for the Honor of the Empire. she's committed. she's wielding a rapier. she doesnt even need a curled wig. iskra is DELIGHTED! SOMEONE ELSE PLAYING IN HER SPAAAACE!
#dee s 9#garashir adoption au#ladies... whats more gal pal than a psychosexual pirate enmity that spans all 7 seas and several large inland lakes#cardassia probably doesnt have any available holosuites after the war#so iskra grows up hearing about her dads having SO much fun playing their little games in them :(#when she finally has access to them shes unstoppable. spends like every night in them for a while. but it gets lonely...#chauncey doesnt like them cause its obvious that everyone else is a sim cause he cant hear their thoughts and its very off putting#lisseia would rather die than do improv#anyways rulada is free to let her bad klingon flag fly in the holosuite. nobodys around to judge her#one day i will commission or draw iskra vs rulada pirate cosplay sword battle
19 notes
·
View notes
Text
yall my ex is so lucky we're not together now that I'm off my meds for like. not even the reason that makes sense.
#oooooh i have no appetite now that I'm not on multiple meds with weight gain as a side effect#surely that aspect of my being is evil of me#pretty sure my unmedicated bipolar disorder would just be like fun for him bc im not always depressed anymore#not to be like crazy or whatever but the fact that while i was taking meds and working on my relationship w food they were like. bitter?#like demonized me both having problems with food and seeking help for them#&viewed my being on medication as exceptionally privileged which like. i wish i was on them again i get it but also getting that 'privilege'#required 1) my own fucking money i got from having a job something they didnt get until we broke up and i was like#im not paying off our apartment alone so either you or your parents owe me money every month#and 2) getting hospitalized after an attempt#because i had the privilege of being on twice the max dose of an antidepressant that didnt help me#like. ugh yes it was a privilege and one that i miss having but it also sucked getting there it wasnt like#idk the way they framed it was always like i was offered the fucking luck of the draw on it or whatever#like sorry? remember when i was on so much lexapro i went into a dissociative fugue and started dating you lol fuck off#because i actually genuinely dont remember like 6 or 7 months because of that shit!#i actually ended up hospitalized from it and all i remember hearing about it was that you were sad bc you felt you werent enough to stop it#like it had fucking anything to do with you#like wish them all the best but damn. actually they sucked very very badly. i hope they figure it out one day but probably not#ik theyre on antidepressants now so yknow. im sure theyll forget being medicated means theyre privileged now#becomes normal once its them or some shit
3 notes
·
View notes